October 9, 2010

no more him ;(

well,now it turns to new months again . and of coz there's a lot of things that happen to me along this two months that i left my blog without any update of my life.

wanna know the truth?well , actually my only one bf and i was no longer together. so , its not my only one anymore . he's now is my ex boyfriend . why do we break off? actually , i also dont know why do this bad thing could happen to our relationship.well , as u know , we have been couple for 2 years and half . but what can i do , mybe he was not for me or i was not for him . i do love him , but i dont know what's my feeling inside actually . before we break off , i admit that i doesnt feel that love feeling towards him(sometimes) . why? mybe bcoz he used to hurt my heart before . and know i am sick of him and dont care bout him (but,i care in fact) . yes , he were asking me to back together , but i have told him that i juz can give him one more last chance , but he didnt appreciate that chance i gave to him . and now when this happen , he trying to persuade me with his sweet words . im sorry darl , coz i cant accept u anymore . let me alone without any boyfriend anymore and yet . its not that i dont love you , but its my promise to myself . i have to e strong and more strict on my love rules . i think i had gave u a lot of chance , but u didnt change at all . if you said that you've changed a lot since you've been couple with me , i am proud coz i've changed you . its not that easy to change someone's attitude to another one . but as your dad was not in good health i wanna u to focus on ur dad 1st my dear . i am not important to compare with your dad . and soon you also gonna have an operation , i hope n wish that your dad n you gonna have good life with good health . you're the only one child that your parents hope for . and i know you're good son to your parents . i know youu can found another girl that would be your princess forever n ever in your life . mybe its not me .

well , i hope you could accept me as friend eventhough we've been break off . thnx 4 giving me supports , a lot of gifts and lovely presents , spent a lot of money to me(calling,buy me a meal,lunch,dinner) , fetch me , sharing stories , and etc. thnx also coz you've cared for me along we're together . it was sweet memory for me bcoz i never been treated that way before i get couple with you . and for the last time maybe , i wanna say this that ' I LOVE YOU '


~ END OF MY LOVE STORY ~

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